Episode 5- Doctor me (part IV)

"IGNSTSMF" (I Got No Switch to Stop My Fantasies)

A collection of my favourite sweet Deric fantasies, written by Kikisan.

Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this blog, thank you!  This fic creates a series of fantasies were Danny and Eric will be the main actors.  Every episode described on this fic is 100% fictional and has no base on reality.  A fantasy is an imagined event such a daydream.  It’s not real and in some cases, the re-enactment of such events are ilegal and immoral at the same time so please keep in mind this and have fun.  Thanks to all of my readers

Episode 5- Doctor me (part IV)

Journal from Doctor Danny Saucedo

Days passed away.  But they were different.

With the touch of this magical love, I became a new man.  I knew it wasn’t completely right and that people would judge me if they knew what was happening but I couldn’t deny the reality.  I was a new man, a happier one, thanks to the love of that kid, of that manboy.

And I was nervous but living the best days of my life thanks to Eric.  I must say that my secretary actually noticed my change of mood after I meet that boy.  Now she sees me with a big smile in my face re decorating the office or even telling jokes to the cleaning lady.

- Doctor Saucedo, Eric is here to see you- she announced

- Let her in.

A few seconds after I closed the door I was kissing him, feeling the touch of his lips, his virginal tongue trying to exploring me while I devore him with my eyes as I keep tasting his uncredibly delicious taste.

- I was missing you, boy You’re late! Trying to kill me mi amor?

- I couldn’t skip last class, Danny- Eric admitted. I hate these math, I couldn’t wait until we leave!

But he was here.  

Now he was visiting me almost everyday after the classes finished.  Even if we don’t talk as a couple would do, that was actually what was happening with us.

I was experimenting the beauty of love once again in my life.

Eric stared at me.  Maybe deciding if he should get mad with me.  He detested that I talked to him in Spanish, my mother’s tongue.

- Are you ready to play with me? He asked before biting his lower lip.  - I’ve got a fantastic video game and I want that you proof it- he added before putting his hands on his pants.

I bite my own lip before I could answer to our code

- Oh really? I hope this would be better than our last game we play because that was awesome.  Next time I’ll show you my own collection.

Eric then hugged me and he left the room.

I could see how his beautiful hips move as he walk to the main door of the school.  He looked like an angel and I didn’t want to damage him.

I drink a cup of coffee and then I went directly to my car with a feeling of butterflies in my stomach.

It was stupid.  It was reckless.  It was dangerous for my own security and for the boy’s integrity.  But I did it anyway.  I guess I am a bad person after all, even if I want to be good.  

Five blocks later, Eric was right there, sat waiting for me.  It was obvious that he was experimenting a rush of anxiety because he just couldn’t stop playing with his hands.

I stopped right in front of him.  It took less than two seconds for him to enter my car.

- Are you comfortable, baby?

He just laughed.

- How are you doing in school? How about your friends and your girlfriend?- I asked him with a smile in my face trying to trivialize this subject.

The boy frowned and the funny think was that he looked cute even when he was feeling angry with me.

There was a cold silence between us as we move on.  I don’t like that expression on his face.  He still was feeling upset for any reason

- What do you want to do?

- It’s you who decides- he replied

So it was my fault?  He think that I wanted to have everything too in control.

I understood.

- Eric

He stared at me with surprise because I don’t use to cal him by his name.

- I’m sorry, man.  I know I care too much about things that I could be like a pain in...

The boy didn’t let me continue my speech.  He goes for me and he kissed me.  Two seconds later we were hugging and kissing each other in the middle of the highway.

- We have to continue or the police will notice we’re in the middle of the road and you’ll be in trouble- Eric joked.

- You are right babe.

We went all the way to my house, Eric knew so well after having visited it so many times in the past few weeks.  When I opened the door he immediately went straight to the big sofa and he waited for me lying there, like the most provocative, seductive but at the same time, innocent and beauty work of art.

He started at me and I knew what he wanted that I do to him.  He wanted to have my body and let’s face it... I wanted that too!

I took the boy from behind, put my body against him feeling that I was melting with him into a one man in a slow dancing.  Eric looked at me and we kissed once again, this time slower.

His breathing was accelerated and he took my arms to his chest and then he begun to unzip his shirt with such an anxiety that he wasn’t even able to unbotton his shirt.

I was burning inside.  I was sweating and I could hear the beat of my heart that was about to explode craving to make love to that boy.

To make love to that boy.

Boy

Eric was just a little boy

-STOP- I shouted.

Eric Saade looked at me with shame, surprise and shock in his eyes.  He didn’t understand what was hapenning.  Obviously he didn’t know how I was feeling.

Like a sick wolf trying to eat an innocent sheep.

- What’s wrong with you Danny?- He yelled at me, putting his arms into my shoulders and pressing them harder than necessary

I knew he wanted to shook my body.  Thanks God I’m bigger than him.

- I can’t do what you have in mind, boy.

- Why?- He questioned me and now he looked angrier than before.

- Because it’s wrong.

- Fuck!

For Eric that was probably one of the stupidest excuse I could use for him

- Because I don’t want to hurt you

- For your information I’m not a virgin! This is just the first time I’ve been with a boy and I though you could be the best person to make it special but if you think I’m not good enough or...

The boy stopped his menace.  He could not see directly to my eyes because he was now covered by tears.

I was very stupid.  How could I move on with this without knowing things could end like this?

I get close to him and I try to kiss him.  Our lips touch themselves but then Eric, move back.

- No!  Now you are hurting me.

Now it was time for me to cry.

- Eric, could you believe me when I say that you are the most precious, the most important person I have ever had that I just don’t want to hurt you?  I will never forgive myself if something went wrong and it’s all my fault.

Eric snorted

- I am not a kid.  

- I know

- Sometimes I think you forget about it too often

- Eric, if only you knew- I started but I was interrupted by Eric’s sigh

- Yes, if only I knew... But you don’t make an effort to try to explain it.  Is it so complicated? Or do you think I’m too silly to understand?- Eric replied to me with a soft tone but at the same time making me know that I can’t underestimate him.

He is a really smart boy.

- It’s not like that, boy- I replied but I guessed he discovered my hesitating tone.

- Then what?- He challenged me

- You have to trust in me.  I’ve promised you that we are going to make it and that’s what we are going to do.  

Eric sighed.  He obviously didn’t believe in my words.

- But we have to do it my way.  Let’s go to my bedroom- I added.

Eric looked at me completely skeptical at my apparently sudden change of reaction but he just obey.  When we arrived to my room, I went to the bathroom and I clean my face trying to win a few seconds of time.

I took Eric’s face in my hand and I put my own one in front of his angelical view: my eyes in front of his warm eyes, my nose in front of his nose, my lips touching his lips.

I felt his slowly breathing and his touch... I can’t describe with words how the touch of his skin could have such an impact in my whole body.  We were just one person during this little moment.

I unbottoned Eric’s shirt discovering his chest, his pink nipples, the delicate touch of his male hair that was starting to grow, his little navel, everything was perfect

- We are going to have a deeper massage today- I suggested and then I kid his fronthead, his cheast, his lips, his neck.

I put my lips in one of his nipples and I rose it with my wet tongue

- Aww, Eric moaned and I could not ignore him.

I nervously looked at his eyes.

- I’m ok- he confirmed half irritated, half enjoying that I cared too much for him.

Then I kiss once, two, three times to his stomach before putting my fingers to the border of his pants.

I hesitate just a little second before I unzipped his pants and then I was taking his pants off to reveal that he was wearing some sexy white boxers that highlight his tremendous, massive cock that was completely erected.  It was so glorious, I could not ignore the urge that came to me.

I wanted to put that dick in my mouth.

And so do I.  I kiss him on his undies feeling the warm on his penis.

- Is it mine?

- Yes, I’m yours- Eric answered after he moaned once again.

Slowly, I took off that last piece of clothes revealing the final unexplored part on my boys body to my eyes that could not stop devouring that white, soft as a baby, delicate sexual zone.

That was more than I could stand.  Slowly I put my body all over him and I started kissing Eric once again.  Kissing and hugging him as if he was my newborn baby so delicate, nude and unprotected.  He just get born to his new life, to another part of him he didn’t know so well.

I slowly went to his private parts, took a deep breath and then I lick his baby maker.  I swallow it like a lollipop and a few seconds later I start coming up and down, masturbating him with my mouth and taking as much as I could

- Oh, yes Danny.  I’m loving it-  Eric say with passion, begging up for more

I could not say anything because I was too busy playing with that yummy cock from a guy I have never dream I could ever have.

But now it was mine and I wanted to do things in the right way.

I stopped at the right time and I lick Eric as a hungry man would do with a dish after eating the most delicious manjar in the whole planet.  I taste my boy with my tongue from his testicles walking through his penis, the cover of skin that was hiding his dick then to his stomach, his nipples until I reach his mouth and I French kiss him.

I doubted for a second but then I tried to touch my little boy’s buttocks.  I slowly tried to enter him with my middle finger but he immediately reacted closing his legs as feeling an electrical shock.

I kissed him on his right ear before whispering

- It’s ok boy.  It’s not the time.

I sighed.

-You are so handsome

Eric closed his eyes in ecstasy.  I put my hand into his big dick and I start manhanding him until his cum arrives like rivers of semen up to his stomach, one into another and one of the last drops went to his chest.  

I admire such a warm milky juice I had in my hands and I put my fingers in my mouth, as a ceremony that was about to end.  With respect because it was more than sex.

Then I went straight to the bathroom and I touched myself until I cum.  It took me like ten minutes.  For some reason I feel it was immoral to cum in front of the boy.

When I came back, Eric Saade was sleeping like a baby in my bed.  I sit right next to him and let him take a nap for about ten minutes while I just played with his hair.

At this moment, everything seemed to be so simple and clear.  

I felt God gave me a mission to and it was to take care of my angel.  That was what I doing.

I entertained myself playing with my fingers.  Touching his beautiful hair and soon I also fell sleep next to him.

- Gosh! LOOK WHAT TIME IT IS

Eric and me were hugging each other.  

Eric opened his eyes with a sweet smile upon his face and I knew he was having a beautiful dream but a few seconds later he realized that it was 6pm, his parents would kill him.

He take his clothes on in a few seconds and five minutes later I was driving in my car to bring him home.

- So... are you sure you want to continue with this?- Eric asked me a little bit nervous.- I know I am not your age, that I sometimes act like a spoiled kid, that I get angry if I don’t get my way but I love you.

My heart started beating really fast when I heard this and for a second, I had to remember that I was driving.  I didn’t want that we have an accident.

I sighed

- Eric, I decided to take this risk and I keep my promise.  I’ll be here with you as long as you want that things still this way.  Ok?

Eric didn’t have to respond to my question.  He just smiled the way he only can do this and that was enough  for me.

We kiss for the last time this day and I came back to my home, sure that in my future there was a paradise just for me and Eric and that we would live together more brighter days together.     

    

Episode 4- Doctor me (part III)

"IGNSTSMF" (I Got No Switch to Stop My Fantasies)

A collection of my favourite sweet Deric fantasies, written by Kikisan.

Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this blog, thank you!  This fic creates a series of fantasies were Danny and Eric will be the main actors.  Every episode described on this fic is 100% fictional and has no base on reality.  A fantasy is an imagined event such a daydream.  It’s not real and in some cases, the re-enactment of such events are ilegal and immoral at the same time so please keep in mind this and have fun.  Thanks to all of my readers

Episode 4- Doctor me (part III)

Journal from Doctor Danny Saucedo

I drive from the school to the public stadium where the boys where practicing for the local football championship league.  I have promised to Eric not to do that but I must admit that I couldn’t wait for that long.

Actually, I say to myself that it was impossible that some of the kids would notice one car in the middle of the highway.  Eric was obviously a little bit paranoid.

I parked the car and I see the match.  After 5 minutes I found Eric thanks to my binoculars.  He was one of the shortest boys of the team but at the same time, one of the fastest.  I felt like a proud parent of his talented children, but at the same time I knew that a dad won’t feel the way I feel about Eric.

He was running.  As the game continues he was sweating and his t-shirt was all wet.  I could imagine being a drop of sweat, downing from Eric’s hair to his neck and then doing a trip to his back, entering his pants and undies and discover his so touchable baby sweet ass.

I had an erection in my pants

- Should I just take off my pants and start touching myself while watching my boy doing his thing. - I ask myself.

I know it was too risky doing it in public, but it was so tempting.  Actually I was playing with the zipper of my pants when Eric accidentally noticed my presence.  His eyes were just watching me and they stuck at me for a few seconds.

I drove again to the shopping center near the cinema and I start walking, watching the cabinets and the announcements but without really paying attention.  I was not sure if he really find out that I broke my promise and it makes me feel nervous.

Yes, me Dr. Saucedo was feeling nervous because of a fifteen years old cute boy that I have just met.

So ridiculous.  So truth.

It takes a long time until the boy finally came to the cinema.  I didn’t find him so easily because I was not really paying attention when he finally appeared.  But he was so easy to find.  Not only because of his beauty but because we were in the middle of the week and most of the boys were in their schools or their houses and, in case they were free, they should be having fun outside or hanging out with their friends.

I walked all the way through my little friend who was looking at me with judgemental eyes but he didn’t say a word.  

And I didn’t want to mention something he could hold it against me.

- Let’s go, I announced and I feel that the boy ignored whatever was making feel upset.

We bought some pop corn and candies and went see an action film.  I guess Eric forgot about my broken promise because he laughed and was absolutely having fun and enjoying his time with him.

At the end of the film, Eric asked me if we could go to my apartment.

- It’s too early to come back to my house... and I want to know you better- Eric said with a very casual tone

- Sure? It’s too far from here

Eric laughed.

- What’s the matter.

- Nothing but you probably will get bored there.  It’s just a single’s apartment.  I don’t have have anything interesting there.

- We’ll see- Eric replied and then he wink an eye to me.

I feel butterflies on my stomach.

Feeling myself as the worst professional in the whole world who just can’t control my feelings I accept to Eric’s proposal, also feeling that something could get wrong so easily.

I drove to my apartment.  All my prays were heard: no one see us entering the crib.  I didn’t want that people start making rumours about me.

When I closed the door.  Eric looked at me with expectation in his eyes.  He took a deep and tighted his lips like he was preparing for doing something he might regret later.

- I had something to tell you.  It’s very important to me, because I just can’t fight it.  It’s too important for me.  I don’t know if it’s wrong, I don’t care!

I felt afraid.  I stopped thinking about anything else.  Every part of me was concentrated on the boy who has not finished yet.

- Danny, I feel I am in love of you.

It was like receiving a punch on my face so many times I could not react.

We see each other.  I didn’t want this moment to end.  I just wanna lose myself into those beautiful brown eyes and everything would be in peace.  I didn’t want to answer this questions. Actually I didn’t want to hear.

However, time can be a bitch sometimes

-  What do you have to say?- Eric insisted

- Well, I think that it’s wrong.

I feel how a tear was downing on my face so I tried not to look at Eric because I don’t want he sees my weakness.  I felt like a death man.  My voice sounded so unreal.  I was not being myself.  Or maybe I was just doing what I feel I should do.  I was cheating myself and I hate myself for that but I had to do this.  It was the right thing.   

- I am sorry Eric, but we can’t- I remarked.

- It’s alright- Eric replied.

He looked calmed, like he had something in his mind that I was about to discover.

- I know you can’t.  But I can!- He added and a second later he goes for me and just stole me a kiss making that my whole world stop.

In that moment, I feel I had no limits, that I was free and that I have forgotten for this moment all the limitations the world has taught me.

And it was all thanks to this not so innocent boy who has perverted me! hahaha

I put my arms on Eric’s neck and I kiss him passionately, feeling the warm of his mouth and his breath, his curious wet tongue that was exploring me so deep and delicious, his chest next to mine, his back, his buttocks, his sex.  Every single part on Eric’s body was perfect and it was just for me.

When we separated, Eric sighed.

- That was...

He stopped.  It was not necessary that he finished his sentence, actually.  I knew exactly how he feels because I was feeling the same at this moment.  The feeling of having no words to describe your happiness, your surprise, the charm and the love on that kiss that was 1000 times better than how.  The overwhelming feeling of finally having what you wanted after days dreaming about this moment.

It was indescribable.

- So that’s it- Eric said with a shy smile.

I knew it was wrong.  I didn’t care.  I just don’t let him go and then I kiss him again.  This time it was me who had the initiative.

- I love you little boy.  Since the first time I saw you I fell in love of you.

I left the room but before, I look back to see my boy who has that beautiful expression on his face, like if he was thinking that he was dreaming and everything was so incredible to be truth.

I brought two cups and a bottle of wine with me.  

- Alcohol free- I said before giving him a cup.

- I am not an alcoholic but I have already get drunk with my friends.

Something makes him feel upset and I could feel that arrogant attitude that almost everybody has in their teenagers years and that I detest so much.

- You are probably right- I admit

Then I get closer to him and I put my hands on his chest

- But we are doing the things in my way, because I love you- I added before giving him a warm kiss.

He tried to refuse it, but he couldn’t.  Because he liked it.  Oh my Gosh, I was probably the luckiest man in the whole Sweden.

Finally he gave me a smile of comprehension.  After all, I guess that he understood that my intentions for him were all good even if they may be annoying for him.

That I wanted to be something between a father... and a lover

- Why don’t we try something different?  Something more risky- He suggested after a short pause.

I can’t deny his suggestion excited me but I pretend it doesn’t affect me at all.  Instead I used my serious tone when I say

- What do you mean?

I made Eric blushed.

- I want to get know you in an adult way if you know what I mean.

Of course I knew

- Eric relax. - I put a hand on his arm- Why don’t we start by being friends?

- We are friends already

- Then let’s have fun as friends

He laughed and I had the urge of giving him a French kiss

- Damn, it will be just as you want- he say in a resigned tone.

It was obvious that he usually gets what he wanted.

- I promise you that I’ll be yours at the right moment.  But I don’t want to hurt you as I...

I stopped.  Eric was quiet and something told me that he knew that, there was a sad, secret that was destroying me and that was the real reason why I didn’t want to take the risk of take advatage of him.  

- I’ll drive to your house little one- I say when I looked at the clock

- You can call me manboy- he suggested

- Alright

 

  

  

Episode 3- Doctor me (part II)

"IGNSTSMF" (I Got No Switch to Stop My Fantasies)

A collection of my favourite sweet Deric fantasies, written by Kikisan.

Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this blog, thank you!  This fic creates a series of fantasies were Danny and Eric will be the main actors.  Every episode described on this fic is 100% fictional and has no base on reality.  A fantasy is an imagined event such a daydream.  It’s not real and in some cases, the re-enactment of such events are ilegal and immoral at the same time so please keep in mind this and have fun.  Thanks to all of my readers

Episode 3- Doctor me (part II)

Journal from Doctor Danny Saucedo

Two weeks passed away for me without knowing anything more about my boy.  About Eric Saade.

Sometimes I found myself in my desk, dreaming about that boy, asking myself if there was something left I should say to that boy in trouble.

I tried my best to pretend that he was just another professional subject and in the worst of the cases, that I was caring about him like a father would do with his little child.

But I was cheating myself and I knew it.

Everytime I arrived to the school, the first thing I do was trying to find the boy.  It was actually easy to find him just by looking for his distinguishable color of his hair with his bag talking with some of his friends or ready to go to another soccer game.  I even closed the door of my office, came to the bathroom and I masturbated to Eric as if I were a teenager.  

Oh, he looked so cute.  I wished he was happy as he apparently seems to be.

Let’s face it, I was hopelessly in love of the boy and the worst part was that I knew there was something wrong about my feelings but I just couldn’t stop them.

Day after day I have to order myself not to try to communicate with that kid.  It hurts me but I told myself that it was not healthy for him to be near me.  At the end, I started to believe that it was like that and I restart with my monotonous life.

Sometimes life is like that.  Like a big sick joke I would say.  Because, when I finally concluded that I won’t see Eric Saade again, the boy came to my office without a previous announcement just as he came to my life for the first time.

It was 6 pm and I was working on a specially boring report about children’s abuse.  I have to explain to the directors that I have made everything that is in my hands to try to control bullying in the school.

Oh God, are they retarded? You can do your job but there’s always been at least one bastard wanting to abuse his/ her classmates.

Someone knocked on my door.  My assistant has already left so I had to stop working in my report (not that i minded) to open the door.

The angel was right in front of me.

I had to pretend I wasn’t impressed because the boy has taken my breathe away and it was just because of his presence.

- Hi

- Hi Eric, what are you doing here it’s too late.

- I’m sorry

The boy seems to be a little bit embarrassed

- Why did you stay so late in school?

- I was studying a subject with some friends so I decided to came here and...

The boy shut up.  This was obviously a lie.

However I smiled pretending that I believed in him or at least that he could trust in me.

- Come on, sit down.  Do you want to have something to drink: coffee, tea, soda?

I hoped I didn’t look nervous about the idea of having the boy near me

- Do you have iced tea?

- Sure, let me... wait a second.

I almost run to prepare the sweet kid a glass of Ice tea.  Five minutes later I was sitting next to him.

- So, how’s your life boy?

- Oh... - Eric hesitate for a second but then he smiled with confidence.- Everything is going really good.  You were right, doc.

- Call me Danny.  We are friends right? hahaha

- Thanks

I sighed

- Man, I am really glad this has happened to you.  Seriously, there’s nothing more important than having a good relationship with your father.

Eric tried to replied with a smile but he just couldn’t.  He was hiding something from me but I didn’t want to force him to tell me anything.

He started playing with his fingers, probably trying to earn some extra time.

- I just wanted to say hi.

- Hi!- I replied with a theatrical, maybe stupid tone in my voice.

Eric Saade didn’t know if he should be offended or just laugh

- Well, let’s just talk- He asked me.  

We started to talk about his family, the school, his last week adventures with his friends, etc.  I noticed that he felt a little bit uncomfortable when I mentioned his girlfriend.  And I can’t deny  that I enjoyed this last part.

- What are you going to do tonight?

The boy surprised me once again.

- Nothing- I replied trying to do it with the most indifferent tone I could have.  

- Cause I was thinking about...

Eric stopped himself and I noticed that he was about to blush.  

- Do you have plans for tomorrow?

- I have a soccer training

- Fine.  Can I wait for you and then we can go to the movies.  I know it sounds so nerd!- I admitted just a few seconds after I say exactly what I was thinking

- No, that’s fine.

I knew he was being honest and this just makes me love Eric even more.  What a lovely boy!

- Then I can go to the match and wait for you.

- I don’t think so- Eric replied looking now a little bit nervous.

But I didn’t want to discuss with the boy.  I was about to have a date... I mean, a whole day with the boy of my dreams.  I have nothing to discuss

- We are going to do it just as you want.  

He felt relieved with my answer.  I deduced that he feels uncomfortable if his friends find that I was looking for him.  Too many explanations to give.

Eric took a stress ball from my desk and he started playing with it, throwing it against the wall.  I let him do it.  And I say no word as he turned his back.

- Last time, I felt really nervous when I came to visit you- He admitted.- When you touched me you know.

Not again.  He hasn’t forgotten about it.

His statement makes me suddenly serious.  Every hope I had before has abandoned me.

-… I’m sorry- he said and he looked different.

It was hard for this teenager to say these words by this teenager but what was more important to me was that he actually believe in me.

I made my best effort not to look surprised or shocked.

- I guess you were right and it was a good idea.  It helps me a lot to think about my lack of affection.

Eric Saade took a step forward.  I stood up and we were now face to face, just a few inches separated us.

- Do you let me...?- I let the sentence unfinished and I couldn’t help myself

I bite my lip

- Yes- Eric almost moan

I put my hand on his arms and I touch them carefully.  I feel Eric was trembling but at the same time he has closed his eyes decided to feel my touch.

I put my arms on his shoulder and then I started sliding them on his back.  I hugged him and then I put my head on his shoulder.  It was actually really easy because i am taller than him.  I felt his hair on my face and it felt better than what I was expecting.

I put my face in front of his face.  My nose was touching Eric’s nose and I could feel his hair on my front.  Our lips were as closer as they have never been.  

I felt butterflies in my stomach and it was like if my whole world has suddenly stopped and everything about me, all my priorities, every single nerve, every cell, every idea were dedicated just for Eric Saade.

I was afraid the boy open his eyes and in that moment I even fear that the boy could read my mind.  But he stay right there, hyperventilating and waiting for what I have to show him.  I couldn’t breathe, I was losing my mind.

- Boy, we better practice this exercise later.  On another day.

I finally could breath safely.

- I think you are right- He admit.  

I wasn’t sure about how Eric feel but let me tell you that I didn’t want to make him feel sad.  I would die to make this boy happy.  I can’t call it different.  It was love.

- How are you at school?

- You mean...?

- I am sure you hate maths!- I imagined

Eric just laughed

- How dare you?- He replied but he still was showing me that amazing smile in his face that makes him look so beautiful.

- I just imagine

- I hate maths!- He admit and he stop pretending that he was angry

- I can help you with that.  Do you have your notes?

He take his notebook from his bag and I started reading them trying to find a way to work on his school exercises.

I was never an exceptional math teacher but with such a really good inspiration as Eric could be, I just pretend to be a clever tutor and I think I was doing it right... or maybe not?  Sure he’d have an A+, fingers cross and everything was thanks to me!

When we stopped studying and talking it was 8 p.m.

I personally call Eric’s house to explain that he was at school working on an extra math activity hahaha and then I offered myself to bring this cute boy to his house.  When he left me, I stopped the car and keep looking for a while to the front of his house.

My boy’s place.  That sounds very romantic.

I left to my own crib.  I would feel really alone this night.  I knew it.  Once again, I’d be alone but at least I was sure that I was going to have some really beautiful dreams and all of them belong to Eric Saade.