Chapter 16- Still Loving It

"I CHOOSE…"


Danny Saucedo, Eric Saade and Molly Sandén fanfiction, written by Kikisan.


Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this forum, thank you! This fanfic is inspired off course by Eric, his amazing girlfriend, his talented friend Danny and my friend Nika who has previously posted a fanfic just for fun. All events described here are not necessary true (but we can pretend they are just for a moment!).


Chapter 16- Still Loving It


I was looking myself in the mirror.  I smiled at me, trying to practice my best looks:


An innocent smile or maybe a more naught one?


Then I started playing with my hair, trying to give it a different look.  I knew it looked right the way it was but I think that doing it helped me with my anxiety.   


Thanks God I was completely alone in my room. I would feel embarrassed if Molly, my girl could see me acting this way.


In a few minutes I would be driving to Danny’s house.  Finally he would give himself ENTIRELY to me.  Finally I would made him mine, I would enter him.  Finally!


Wow, that sounds to me even better than winning the Eurovision song contest because it took so long for Danny to have enough confidence to accept giving me his power and letting me for the first night in our relationship to be the one who would be on top.   


It wasn’t easy for him to do this.  I knew.  Probably he was feeling even worst than I did- I thought.


-And what if he suddenly change his mind and want to stop doing this?


- He can’t do this- I said to me but I actually was not convinced at all


- Oh come on, he is Danny! If he doesn’t like to do something he won’t do it.  And if he changes his mind, it’s almost impossible to force him to do it.


I got to a simple conclusion: if Danny tried to escape and not agree with our own agreement, I would be really angry and I would beat him...


No, that would made him feel excited, he is into S&M


Anyway it would be too unfair and I hope he would be wise enough to understand that, what I was asking was just simple and fair.


Stop the speculations and let’s just call Danny!


- Hi Danny how are you?


- Great... I think I’m ready.


- Fabulous.  Look, I’m about to go.


Danny remained in silence and this touched me.  No matter what I was thinking I just melt down when I am in front of him.   


- Danny, are you feeling nervous?


- No!- He answered immediately.


- Are you sure? I was thinking that, maybe if you don’t feel prepared...


- Are you kidding me Eric?- He laughed. - No, I’m not nervous.  Do I look nervous?


- No- I admitted feeling a little bit embarrassed.


- I was not sure because it seems you don’t like the idea, last time we were together.


- That’s right Eric.  I was scared!  But you know how much I love taking challenges.  I started thinking about this and you were right.  It’s not bad at all and I won’t let you say I can’t take your challenge hahaha    


I sighed completely relieved.


- I love you Danny.


- I love you too.


- Then I’ll be with you asap


- Don’t be late E.


- I won’t!


The road to Danny’s house was for me way too long.  I have never found how long it takes to go there.  I counted every single second until I finally stopped my car and when I knocked on the door of this place I knew it so well.  Finally, my loved one opened the door.


- Hi Da...


I could not finish my sentence.  Danny was wearing a suit.  And he has a sign on his right pocket written with a very elegant typing stile


Teacher Danny Saucedo


Wow.  It was weird, because... it’s not Danny style but I have to recognized that he looks really sexy on that teacher’s dress.


- Where did you graduate as a teacher?


- In my charm love school.  Now shut up little boy or I will punish you!


Danny’s smile became even huge.  He was literary enjoying the sight I was giving to him.  He then bite his lips and looked at me in a very pervert way.


- Oh Gosh, you are my fantasy that has become real!- He almost moaned


Danny then put his arms on my shoulder.  I turned around and my man gave me the hugest bear hug ever!


I chuckled and held on to him.


-Thanks man, I'm definitely excited.


But that was not all.  My boyfriend was not gonna let me leave his arms.  He started kissing me with real hunger, I could feel his wet tongue approaching himself to my throat with real anxiety and we still were in front of Danny’s door.  He kissed me for more than two minutes.  It was a long passionate kiss that let me know we were going to have a wonderful evening.


He guided me to his bedroom taking good care of me as if he was thinking I was really a little boy.  Then he put his sweet sticky lips on my own ones.


- Eric, you can’t even imagine how much I was waiting for this moment to happen.  I’ve been dreaming about this night all these days... and now you are here


That was too much for me.  I though my heart was about to explode with all this emotion that was inside of me.


Finally, Danny was prepared to give himself to me.


He put both my sunglasses and my hat on his beside.  Then he kissed my hair and after that he started going down to all of my body: my forehead, my nose, my lips, my cheeks my chin, then my neck.  He unbuttoned my shirt and lick my nipples making me moan and then he explored my chest, my stomach and my navel.


I felt how my erection became even bigger.  Danny also noticed it when he accidentally touched my pants.  He smiled to me and then he let me touch his dick to make me know that he was being as excited as I was.    


He tried to undid my belt but I had to stop him.


- Oh yes- he just said when I took his hand.


I put my hands on his face and I started kissing him.  It was like the first sign of the night that tell him that today was different.  Tonight he’ll be the main character of our game.  It was all about Danny giving himself to me.


I put my hands on Danny’s precious body.  I love how his muscles felt with my touch.  He was so strong.  He looks like a fashion model with his blond hair and his amazing blue eyes.  Oh, making love with Danny is one of the best things I have done in my entire 20 years of life.


I gave him my best passionate kiss I can give to someone and by the look on Danny’s face he was definitely enjoying this entry.


I took Danny’s hand and we sat on his bed kissing for what seemed to last like forever. I felt his rock hard dick against mine.  Quickly I took his shirt and pants off while letting him do the same with the rest of my clothes. I put my hand into his underwear feeling his manhood and the precum on his head.


- Oh Eric!- Danny whispered in my ear with delight


We stopped kissing and we both undressed each other. He got on his knees and he took my big baby maker into his mouth.  My body got an intense feeling as Danny was sucking me nice and slowly he was taking care of me so beautifully, caressing my nipples with his fingers.


I was pushing to the point where I was about to cum. But my lovely man went even faster and faster.  I had to I let out a moan.


- Oh Danny! I’m about to cum


My whole body was in complete ecstasy and felt like complete jelly and I ejaculated into his mouth, he swallowed it all, except with a bit running out the edge of his mouth.


-Do you like that? He asked me with a sexy grin.


- Yes! You did it so well- I said with a big smile on my face.


I kissed him again.


-My turn- I announced excitedly.


I bent down and licked the tip of his head I could taste his salty pre cum and it made me want more, I was sucking on him so nicely but then I stopped...


- Can I fuck you Dan?


- Only if you are okay with it.- I added. - I don't want you to feel pressured or anything, it's just you make me feel amazing and I want you to feel how I feel when I'm around you.


I smiled nervously.


- Eric, about your request. DAAAH! That’s why we are here!


Danny started laughing at me and I turned red.  He then stopped laughing and gave me another of his kisses that turn my world inside down


- You are amazing, and I am ready for someone amazing like you.


He grinned at me and we shared another kiss.


- Let’s do it right- I said.


I slowly put him in all fours and I stuck my lubed middle finger in his ass.


- Ohh- Danny just said closing his eyes in pain but after a few seconds he then added


- Speed it up! Don’t stop- He encouraged me


Danny’s cock sprang back up again I lubed him up very well and by the end of it I had 3 of my fingers inside of my boyfriend!.


I then put saliva on my dick and stuck my head in Danny’s ass.  He didn’t asked me to stop or even cry but I see that it hurts.


- Are you okay- I asked a little bit hesitating.


- Yes- He said while breathing fast.


- It’s a pain that gives me lots of pleasure after all- He added with a grin.


My dirty boy!


You're turning me upside down but I'm loving it


I'm still loving it


You're turning me inside out but I'm loving it


I pushed in even further and a rush ran through my body it was such and amazing feeling.  Finally I was entering my boy and he was accessible to me, ready to take some risks for me and let me guide him on this.


I pumped my cock inside of him really slowly and Danny was easing up a bit more. I started going a little faster them and now I was sure that Danny was actually loving every second where his anus was being stretched open by myself.


I kept going for another 5-6 minutes and as always happens I knew everything comes to an end including this amazing night with my boy.


- I’m about to explode.  


My whole body gave in and I fell on top of Danny. When I looked at him, I was surprised when I first noticed that his cock was so hard and it was full of precum.


I rolled off him and smiled ready to kiss him again.


Danny smiled back to me and then he asked


-Could you do the honors?


I lay on my back and lifted my legs over Danny’s shoulders. I entered my man this time without any hesitation, so nice and slowly. He breathed in fast when I entered.


- It’s okay, relax.  You are going to be alright.


- I know Eric he whispered.  I’ll be more than okay.  I am with you after all.


I sighed feeling so in love of my man.


I pushed all the way in, and pulled out a few times slowly.


I saw that Danny was getting comfortable with the situation so easily and this was just his second time he was been fucked! so I started picking up speed. Danny was starting to enjoy this and I definitely did it too!


Everything about Danny just turned me on, the way he looked, his scent, his body, his hair, his amazing blue eyes and among everything, his attitude just made me want to be his slave. I was fucking him harder and harder when my balls pulled up and I cummed the most I ever had in the past days.


We kissed for a few more minutes and then we cleaned each other up, we took a shower together and finally I fell asleep naked having Danny in my arms.


- Eric I love you he said when we were both in his bed.


He just could not stop telling me how much he loved me and kissing me.


- I love you too Danny.


- I never thought... I could ever enjoy something like this.  I never thought this could ever happen but you are just different.  I don’t know if you could understand it.


I look at Danny.  He was looking serious.  That was a little bit weird and his deep eyes were looking at me as if they were admiring a treasure it was just for him.


That was so cute, probably one of the best moments of the night.


- I could- I answered.  I never thought I could let someone... entered me.  The idea just sounded so disgusting to me.  Until I met you- I admitted.


We both laughed.


- So what’s next, manboy?- He asked


Now he sounded more like the Danny I know


- I don’t know- I said a little bit hesitating.- My girl says she would like to have a threesome- I added with a nervous laugh.


Danny kept looking at me like if he was just meditating the idea.


- Cool!- He finally said


- No!! forget about that Daniel.  Are you getting nuts?


Damn, Eric you are so stupid.  You should not say that.


- Please, tell me you are not really considering the idea- I begged to him.


- But Eric, why do you find it so crazy?


- Now you want to play the role of one of these porn actors in the films you make me watch- I said a little bit disturbed but laughing at the same time.


- You have a good memory sweety- he said and he winked an eye to me.


I was speechless I just kept looking at him completely surprised


- Are we playing the Record Guinness for craziest people on earth?


- Probably! Why not?


- Because... I love you and only you here.  And there’s also a place where I just love Molly and no other one different than Molly.  You are like two different worlds.  I don’t know why you guys want to make these worlds collide- I answered feeling exhausted.


- Not even for one night?


I didn’t answer to that question.  I was just looking worried.  I think my boyfriend probably noticed that because he then kissed me.


- We will talk about this in another day.  Now let’s just sleep- he said trying to calm me down while cuddling me.


I closed my eyes and I slept before that kiss though I still have this bad feeling that told me that, the fantasy of my girlfriend would be a reality.

Chapter 15- Paradise

"I CHOOSE…"


Danny Saucedo, Eric Saade and Molly Sandén fanfiction, written by Kikisan.


Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this forum, thank you! This fanfic is inspired off course by Eric, his amazing girlfriend, his talented friend Danny and my friend Nika who has previously posted a fanfic just for fun. All events described here are not necessary true (but we can pretend they are just for a moment!).


Chapter 15- Paradise


- Today, I realized how much I really want you- Eric said and for a moment I couldn’t breathe.


- Day after day, Molly Sandén I love you more- he added putting love in every single word, in every gesture of his face, every expression, his sexy voice; everything in Eric was clearly saying how much he love me.


I was speechless.  He kissed me before getting up.  He went to the restroom.  I appreciated every inch of his sexy beautiful body in my bed.  Even if I’m used to see his magnificent God’s body 24/7 almost every year, it always surprised me.  You will never get used to this.  You will never feel completely satisfied with something so beautiful that I can’t understand why it can be human.  You will never say that you have received “too much love” coming from a boy as Eric is.  


Is this just a dream?


We had another wonderful night full of sensational sex.  I felt satisfied in a 1000%.  Eric  is a master at making love and he never got tired of the action.  And of course, I love my man.


We almost fight last night after Eric discovered what happen between me and Måns, but this only lead us to express our love and how much we care for each other in an even harder and more passionately way in our bed.  


There’s no one in my heart but Eric.  You may ask me then why have I cheated on my boy with a guy I don’t even feel in love.  I could not explain this. I don’t have anything to say in my favour.


Before I knew that my boy was bisexual and that he was also dating with Danny, I felt like the worst bitch in the whole planet, like a villain.  I knew it was bad what I was doing but even with that, my strange relationship with Måns was like a drug to me.     


I felt like a drug addicted that knows exactly that what he/ she is doing is not right but he/ she still does it because there’s no control.  It’s not that I was playing with M’s feeling.  In fact, I think that he felt this same need that I was experimenting.


He is a good friend who cares for me and he also listened to my advices.  He can be the best friend you can ever find.  A friend whom I have sex with. We have shared so many time through the years.  We can see each other for a week and then to freeze our relationship, don’t see each other or even talk for months.  Even with that we care for each other and we try to be in contact and to know what we are doing.


It’s not love, I have to insist.  Actually Måns is not the type of guy I usually feel interested to.  Of course, he is as gorgeous as a God but he doesn’t have that special touch that seduces me and Eric has.  When I am with him, the passion is present but that’s something you can’t call it love.  


And when I kissed Eric on his mouth and he dedicated me one of his most precious boyish smile, I asked myself once again, why I do this when I have everything a girl needs to be happy.


Eric was feeling particularly exultant this morning.  He was enjoying his work in the studio and he couldn’t stop talking about all his plans.  He was euphoric, I can feel his excitement and it makes me blush.  However it was just like five seconds and he didn’t notice.  I smiled to him too and we both promised that we were seeing each other this night and that we would have the special dinner we have planned for us this time.


After wishing him good luck and a great day in the recording studio, I went back home and after a few minutes going round and round I fell into the temptation and I called M.


- Molly?


- Yes it’s me.  How are you doing?


- Great.  How about Eric and you?


- Everything is fine.  I was worried last night but now he is ok.


- I’m so happy because of this.  You know, I didn’t know what would happened either, but I could not talk to you last night after this situation.


I sighed


- Måns, I’m sorry for what has happened last night.


- Oh no, don’t say that.  I understand what had happened.  Actually if I were your boyfriend I would do exactly the same


- Really?


- No- He admitted and then he started laughing- but I can understand how Eric could feel being in his position.


- But I’m really sorry and the worst part is... that I would love to see you today.


- Why?


- It’s probably because of the tension.  I think I need you.  Do you have time to go and see me.  We can  have lunch together and then stay part of the afternoon.  What do you say?


M didn’t answer immediately.  It was clear that something bother him.


- I don’t think this is the smartest idea


- I know! But tell me didn’t we always take the wrong decisions since we started dating?


He laughed


- You are right.  I just need you.  There’s nothing else I can say.  I don’t want to hurt anybody but at the same time, I think I need you.


- That’s exactly how I feel.  I don’t love you, at least not as a boyfriend.


- Not that I minded.  I have never asked you for this.  In fact I’m glad we are just friends.


- This doesn’t make us better than Eric and Danny


Måns sighed.


- I think it actually makes us worst.  I mean, at least Eric and D love each other.


- I didn’t want to say that


- That’s ok.  You have a good heart and that’s what should matters.


I felt comforted after hearing M’s kind words dedicated to me.  That’s the best part of having a special friend like him.  That he can make me feel relieved and I can trust in him to tell my secrets and also I give him some advices on his personal life.


- So what’s the plan, my sweet lady?


- We are going to meet each other at the cafe, then we can go shopping


- What?


- And then we can go to your apartment- I laughed.- What do you think about that?


- Beautiful.  I love it.


- Great.  Then I have something to ask you: wear a jacket and a tie.


- I can do that- he said.


- I’ll see you in a few hours then.


When I hung up the phone I gave myself the time to prepare every single detail for my dinner with Eric.  I made some calls to order some food and I was feeling inspired so I worked on the details, the decoration, how the table must look, etc.


I chatted with some of my friends for a while.  I updated my blog and I was expecting a calling from my manager.  We talked for a while and I’ve scheduled some activities for my own music career.  I felt excited and ready to have a precious day that will help me to deal with the stress I have recently felt.


Before lunch I called my boyfriend.  We had a warm conversation.  He was acting very affectionate and I tried to correspond to him though I was thinking about my date with M.  


I didn’t like this feeling.  I tried to calm myself down thinking than night is young and that I will take all my time just for Eric then.


But for now.  It wasn’t time for regrets, it was not time to be myself.  It was just one of these moments when I am in invited to paradise with my friend Måns            


Welcome to my paradise


Where the heaven ends


That's where love begins


Don't cry


Welcome to my paradise


Feel your loving grace


In your warm embrace


Two o’clock and my doorbell rang.  


Oh my lord, I told him that we would see each other at the cafe!  He knows well that it’s not safe if people start seeing each other together for no reason  


It was actually him as I was thinking and as I answered it I feasted my eyes on this hunk amazing man that was stood on my doorstep. Mentally shaking myself I asked him to come to the living room and wait for me just a few minutes.


He was wearing a jacket and tie, as I asked him and he looked as glorious as always.  I was almost ready though I need some make up to look as the princess I am.   When I came back I guess M was not expecting how I would be dressed, because he looked just surprised when I met him again wearing a very beautiful and sexy little black dress that complemented me in every way.


- Wow, Molly, you look stunning!- he just said


- Måns, why did you come so early?  I’m happy to see you but you know, that was not what I have told you so


He bite his lip


- Maybe I was too impatient to see you and... enjoy the few hours you’ll be completely mine.


- Thank you, but we have to be careful.


- I’m sorry- He replied a little bit embarrassed


- I forgive you if you do me a favour- I laughed.


He looked at me with questioning eyes.


- Oh don’t worry is actually very simple. Can you let me be the guy today?


- What?!- He asked completely in shock


- I mean, to let me open doors for you and order the wine and spoil you a little and all those guy things? Dirty boy.


After feeling a little more relieved he laughed for his misunderstanding


-You want me to be the spoiled date? Sure, I can do that. But why?


- Let’s just say that being special with you makes me feel better.


I think he didn’t understand my point, however he liked the idea.


- Let’s go I said and we left the apartment.


As he made his way downstairs I couldn’t resist, I simply have to take a look in the view from behind.  


My god what a pretty hot male ass, I would love to get my hands on that!


No, I can’t do this.  I’m a lady hahaha


- Molly, why are you smiling?


- It’s nothing.


- Hahaha, alright, then keep thinking about “nothing”.


We arrived to a cafe we have chosen sometimes to meet each other.  This was not our only meeting point to avoid suspicions.


Måns came first and reserved a table.  Ten minutes later I also arrived and I sit right next to him, pretending that we were not planning anything at all.  We made an order and started talking about the normal, simple funny things that we can enjoy.  There was nothing serious about it, we just were sharing simple things, making some jokes and loving our time while having our conversation.


M offered me a glass of wine.  We toasted the glass and drank at the same time.  Måns looked at me for a few seconds, trying to find the inspiration and probably praying not to sound stupid.


- Do you find me attractive? he asked.


I couldn’t help myself and I started laughing.  Mr. M was looking at me very serious.


I hope I have not hurt his feelings.  But the question was just hilarious.


- I’m sorry- I said when I finally was able to stop laughing.


- Come on Molly!


- Måns! You are not supposed to ask these kind of questions to a girl


- I’m sorry.  I just think about it and I just shoot.


- No it’s nothing.  It’s just that I wasn’t prepared for a question like this.  


- Let’s just eat.


We have an amazing lunch.  We both try to ignore this part of the conversation and we go have a normal, friendly conversation with no embarrassing questions.  Then Måns took me to his own apartment.


When we finally arrived I sit in the sofa, looking at him.  He also looked at me a little bit hesitating but then he also smiled to me


- Do you find me attractive? he asked again. - Tell me.


- Well, yes I do- I finally said, feeling a bit silly at this point.


- Let’s see how much- M then added with a beautiful smile on his face.


A naughty smile, I should add.


With that he stood up and pulled me towards him and kissed me.  I could feel his tongue in my mouth, exploring me and also giving me his amazing taste inside of me as I pushed my body against his and feeling his hard erection against me. The smell of his perfume was an added turn on as I have always loved that smell.


I could feel the hunger in Måns Zelmerlöw when he put his hands on my waist and then he kept going down, undressing me, touching my legs,  pulling off my panties.


He slowly guided me to his bedroom with a delicate move.  It was almost like a dance and I was his princess.  M. laid me on the bed and started to lick me out as he pushed my legs apart so that he could get his tongue in as far as possible and I could feel his finger teasing around my asshole.


- Baby- he whispered not couldn’t resist anymore all these feelings that were inside of him.  He was almost moaning. - Do you like that?


- I love it- I gasped.


Standing up he stripped off and then he took the rest of my clothes off as he kissed me again.  I couldn’t help myself but enjoying every approach of my beautiful lover


- Aww- I repeatedly moaned at him


His stunning body was in perfect condition, just sexy.  As I ran my fingers through it, he moaned at me too and gently laid me back on the bed again and we got into a sixty nine position. As I took his cock into my mouth I started sucking away at him and I could hear him moaning as he tongue fucked me. His cock felt so good and was going in and out as he fucked my mouth.  Even if he is not as sweet as my boyfriend, he is definitely a master in bed too.


- I’ve got to fuck your pussy- he said with an imperative tone.


I just moan not couldn’t resist to such a hunk.


Måns  was fucking me as his life depended on it.  I just could enjoy it.  I nodded back at him and as his cock started to go into my pussy he started to cum. Apologising he said that he was so aroused that he couldn’t help it and then he lay by my side and started to finger me until I reached my climax and my liquid poured out of me as my hips moved in time with his hand.


I then took M’s yummy baby maker in my mouth.  I moaned some more with Måns’ cock still in my mouth.


- Fuck Molly, you are so good! my lover moaned feeling the vibrations coming from my mouth.


- “Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” Was all I could say in response. I was sucking Måns’ dick harder as I played with my very wet pussy. I felt the rush of pleasure coming as I stroked myself harder.


In this moment I felt myself losing total control of my rational side, it was me and Måns’ in paradise.


- You're beautiful- Måns’ whispered into my ears and my face instantly brightened up.


- Please, don’t say that- I begged to him cause I knew I will never feel anything different than a special friendship for him and of course, all the passion.


It was so hard for him to understand.  I don’t want that he started feeling something different than that.


Måns is a very wise mean, thought I have to be cautious at this point of our relationship.


The bed was our stage, as we moved our bodies as one you could almost hear the music. His soft moaning and my slow, deep, shallow breathing was the overture. The music built as we moved faster and faster, getting closer and closer to the climax of the performance.


Finally the ending of our performance came. And it came hard. Our faces were pressed together, as we breathed heavily. He came first, waves of cum soaking the walls off my inner sanctum. The second the cum hit me when I climaxed.


My face went flush red, as I gasped on last time, collapsing onto the bed. I gripped the blankets firmly as I writhed around. I see M pulled out, staggering back, trying to remain conscious.


We lied there hugged up. He remained behind me, for a little while.


- It’s time to say goodbye- I announced to him


- We will see each other back


- Sure- I answered immediately, thought I didn’t know if that means it will take me a week, a month or even a year to come back to this paradise.  


I was not interested to think about it, not for this moment.  I was happy living my life the way I live it having the love of my life and an amazing friend near me whenever I need him and I don’t have plans to ruin this feeling thinking about the future.  


And of course, I felt impatient to see my boyfriend Eric again.  I made the final preparations for our special night before he even arrived.  I called him just to be sure that he will be on time.  He was very talkative and he seems to be really happy about the idea of having a romantic dinner with me, that it gives me the urge to kiss him one thousand times.    


But before enjoying ourselves or even having our special night, I made him wear that uniform he would use with Danny.


I devoured him just by looking to his entire body.  I don’t know how my boy did it but he looked so pretty cute and sexy at the same time.  I wanted to cuddle him and I actually was about to do it.


Eric seems to be kind of shy when I was evaluating him.


- What do you think?


- Hmm- I said pretending that I was thinking about what to answer him. - I think you are 99% perfect.


- Let me help you.


I brought some water to me.  I spelled some drops on Eric’s hair.  I felt so excited just by looking these drops streaming down on Eric’s face, touching his forehead, his nose, his beautiful lips and cheeks until they disappear.  Then I spelled the rest of the glass I had with me on Eric’s chest.


- Now you look 100% sexy.


Eric did not know whether he had to laugh or feel embarrassed after this examination so he preferred to just kiss me in a way nobody can do it to me.


Now I was not in paradise.  Now I was in my own heaven on earth.  

Chapter 14- Thief of Hearts

"I CHOOSE…"

Danny Saucedo, Eric Saade and Molly Sandén fanfiction, written by Kikisan.

Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this forum, thank you! This fanfic is inspired off course by Eric, his amazing girlfriend, his talented friend Danny and my friend Nika who has previously posted a fanfic just for fun. All events described here are not necessary true (but we can pretend they are just for a moment!).

Chapter 14- Thief of Hearts

Everything seems to be going alright.  Finally, it seems that I have found the balance between my feelings for both Molly, my girlfriend and for Danny.

Everything should be perfect in fact.  That was what I was thinking and that was what I really wanted in my heart.  Why could it be different when all the problems concerning my self understanding, my relationship with Danny and also with  Molly were resolved?

Well, that was probably because, this time it was not about my present.  It was all about the past, the reason why I again felt confused and destroyed inside.  I was about to know the truth I tried not to know about my girlfriend and how she also has cheated on me with one of my “friends”

I have never considered myself a jealous guy.  Not with Molly or Danny, not even with my first girlfriend.  When I love someone I just give myself completely without thinking about what the other person has to give me.  I don’t put any conditions.  I just love.

Sounds easy.

However, when my Molly confessed me that she also had a hidden dirty little secret, that she has also cheated on me; I just didn’t want to know more about this.  I didn’t want to know what the name of this person was.  It was probably an instinct that tells me that this time, it will hurt me so much that I probably could not stand the pain.

I had that fear, probably because my girlfriend has the perfect reasons for leaving me and still she told me that she loves me.  Her love for me was something I have never received from anyone and I felt the same for her.  

I could accept the fact that she has cheated on me.  I have felt the same way she probably did.  Maybe she was confused or... I don’t know, maybe she just love someone else but she still prefers to be with me.  I can deal with it.

But when you put a name to this relationship, it makes it more real and I was sure I didn’t have the strenght that Molly has to deal with this.  It was fair that I know who was HIM, as a kind of retribution, but I didn’t want it.  It just hurts too much the way it is.

Too bad for me, because that was not what was going to happen.         

On the next day I arrived earlier than I was expected.  When I entered my apartment I first thought there was no one else there because all the lights were off.  I went directly to the kitchen to see what could I eat from the refrigerator when I heard someone was coming here.  It was probably Molly, however, I remained in silence, I don’t know why.  I just felt curious because she was talking on the phone.

There was no place to hide for me and there was only a door between me and my girlfriend.
Fortunately, she decided to stay in the living room.  It took me just a few seconds to understand that she was talking to a man.  Even if she was thinking that she was all alone, she was almost whispering and I could barely listen to what she was saying.

She seems to be a little bit shy while she kept talking in her conversation.  
- Yes, everything is ok here.  Eric is fine right now.  He is in the assimilation process but he is right.
- I told him everything but he didn’t want to know more about our relationship.  How about you?
A long pause took place.
- Oh I see. Maybe we can talk about this later.  Eric is about to come.
Molly watched the clock.  Then she laughed when she heard something from her lover.
- Are you jealous?- She asked still laughing.

My heart was beating really fast, I thought it was about to explode.  I could not breathe.  I was not feeling right.  I felt angry, sad and jealous and I was probably about to faint.  But I knew I have to resist because I needed to know the entire story.
- Come on, tell me who is that fucking bastard- I begged in my mind clenching my teeth.

- I love you too- Molly said
- As a friend- she then clarified.
My girlfriend sighed.
- I want to see you Måns.  I missed you so much.         

When I heard that name, it was like a kick on my stomach.  I wasn’t prepared for this surprise at all.  It was just unbelievable.
So all this time it was Måns.  That mother fucker! Pretending to be my friend, just wanting to listen to me, feeling interested about my problems when he just wanted to fuck with my girlfriend.  That thief of hearts!

Here he comes, acting all dejected
So you give advice and he gives you his poison
Here he comes, little miss black widow
First he spins her web and he's stealing your girlfriend

I felt like a fool, betrayed by a friend of mine and I knew I could not just let it be.  I need to do something.  The question was what exactly did I want to do?
I stayed in the same position for about five minutes and I didn’t say a word until I was sure my girlfriend wasn’t near the place.  Then I leave the kitchen pretending that I have just arrived home.

When I “entered” the apartment, I was received by my girlfriend with a warm kiss.  She was happy to see me as usual.  I forgot that we were planning a special dinner for that night and then we were supposed to watch some movies and end up the day in our bed.
I haven’t noticed when my Molly has planned everything: there was a chocolate fountain in the table with fruits we probably were going to share mouth to mouth, a special dinner and some candles she just bought for this night.

Everything seems to be so perfect.  When i first saw it I try to fake a smile but I’m sure it was not convincing at all.  In other circumstances I would be extremely happy for having such an amazing plan and I would enjoy to the maximum my night with my girl, but I couldn’t get out of my head the idea of Måns... you know what I mean, anyway!

I mentally prayed that my girl wouldn’t notice that I was mentally absent.  But she is no stupid at all and I was not making my best effort to pretend I was there
- Eric, what happen to you?
- What?- I laughed.- No it’s nothing I just...
- This is the third time I am asking you something and you just ignore me.  Are you... worried for something?
She looked at me a little bit upset and a little bit surprised

- I’m sorry. It’s just that I’ve been so busy today in the studio.  I have a lot of fun working on the lyrics and with the music arrangements but I have so many ideas in my head, I can’t think about anything different than that.
My girl looked a little bit more relieved after hearing my improvised explanation.  We stayed looking at each other for a few seconds.
Suddenly I had an idea
- Actually you are right. I’m just thinking too much.  I need to return to the studio and complete something or I’ll go crazy- I said.
Then I stood up.
- What?! No, you can do it tomorrow. Eric we are in the middle of the night. Are you crazy? Eric!

But I wasn’t really listening.  I leave my apartment and went downstairs.
It was not until I was in my car that I realized how stupid I was acting.  However I wasn’t planning to go back.

When I started driving through the city I also realized that I didn’t have a real plan.  I didn’t know what to do.  I just knew that I had to do something.  I wanted to go and see Måns and make him notice that I knew it all.  After this, I can’t control what would happen.
Should I call him? Just to make him know that I’m going to his house
What a stupid question! Of course not, it’s supposed that he shouldn’t be prepared for this and he could also call Molly if he knows that I’m going to make him a “friendly visit” and try to fix everything.

You can't take it, not what's mine
You'll be sorry, 'cause what you've done is a crime
        

When I arrived at Mr. M’s place, I noticed that there were a lot of people in the house.  I seriously started to think that maybe this was not the best moment to be here.
Nevertheless I knocked on the door and then I was received by a strange man that looked like a majordomo.  This was the first time I saw him, however he recognized me.
- Good evening Mr. Saade. We didn’t know you were coming.
- Yes, I’m sorry.  I have to talk to...
I started feeling stupid.  
Please Eric, don’t be nervous- I told myself.

- But Mr. Zelmerlöw is busy right now.  No one has announced me that you were coming to visit us.
- Really?- I asked feeling even more stupid.  I didn’t know what else to say.
- Yes- the majordomo confirmed with a smile on his face.
He obviously was thinking that I was just a stupid guy.
- Tonight he is having an important reunion with some persons from the record label and with the press.
- I didn’t know that.
I was about to blush.

I was so embarrassed.  I felt like crawling into a deep black hole and hiding.  Actually the idea of apologizing for arriving here without being invited and then running back home without looking back sounded very tempting.  God, I didn’t know what to do.
- I guess I...
Suddenly, I was interrupted by the voice of a third person coming to us.

- Who we have here?
It was Måns and by his voice it seems that he was actually happy for having me here or at least he was really good pretending that feeling.  And I must admit that even if my initial plan was to go here and kick M’s butt I felt so happy that he has appeared to save me from this little trouble that I forgot about it for this moment.   

Everything was so weird but even with that he knows how to act as a gentleman.  Måns looked very elegant in his suit I must admit.  How can he do it?   I felt a little bit jealous at the same time.
- I’m in the middle of one of the dullest business reunion in the whole world.  I was so bored! And suddenly I hear Eric Saade’s sexy voice right in front of my door.  I had to take this opportunity to escape.
He laughed

- Eric come in, what are you waiting?
- Yes!
- What have you here? I wasn’t expecting you...
- I’m sorry

We entered the room.  All of the assistants in this reunion wore as executive people.  They were sit on the table.  Some of them were taking notes.  I looked at me and I noticed that I was wearing too casual, it was so obvious that I didn’t belong to this place and I felt uncomfortable.
- Is that Eric Saade?- one of the assistants asked with surprise.
It took just a few seconds for them to start talking to each other and then ask me tons of questions I could not even hear them because they were talking at the same time.
- Eric, we were about to finish.- M said.- Do you mind waiting for me in the guests room.  I’ll be with you in ten minutes.

I left the room and followed the majordomo upstairs.  The guys from the press looked quite disappointed.  

When I arrived there, I sit in the bed.  No one was there so I just wait for Måns.  It was taking him an eternity to arrive there.  I couldn’t stand it.  I wake up and started walking around the room but there was nothing to see.
How much time is he going to take?   

Finally he arrived.  When he entered the room he looked at me a little bit confused.
- I have talked to Molly and she didn’t know you were here
It was me or was he a little bit nervous? I felt quite satisfied because of this.
I sat down and I kept looking at M directly in the eyes.  

He also have a sit next to me.  I didn’t know how to start.
- I’m sorry I came here just to ask you a simple question... WHY ARE YOU FUCKING MY GIRLFRIEND?- I shouted in an angry tone.
Måns kept on looking at me for a few seconds. Even if he was suspecting that something was not going right, this was the confirmation of it.
- We are just friends, Eric.- He told me using a soft tone on his voice.

He didn’t seem to be worried because of my words.  However he couldn’t keep an eye out me.  I was suspecting he felt more worried about me and what I could do than because of his actions.  There was no sign of regret on M’s face.
- That was not an answer.  I asked you why did you do that?
- It just happened- he explained, not trying to deny anything.  Even before you were dating with Molly- he added.

He was admitting it.  So shameless and natural at the same time.
- Eric, we never wanted to hurt you.

I was astonished.  I couldn’t find the words to express my indignation so I just kept my mouth open in shock.
- Come on Eric, isn’t just the same you do with Danny?
He obviously think I was overreacting.
And how could he dare him to mention Danny in this conversation?  How on earth was he comparing himself with Danny, my boyfriend.  They were totally different stories.  Totally different.  My relationship with Danny was pure love.

- No, it’s not- I replied trying to stay calmed.  However, I had to take control over my instincts to not hit M.  
My voice sounded so unnatural.
- She loves you.  She loves you more than anybody can do.
- Great.  So I have to thank you for doing this?
- Calm down boy.  I’m just saying that she doesn’t love me.  At least not in the same level as she does it with you... we are just friends.
Now he looked a little more nervous.

- Måns, where do you live.  Cause at least in all of the countries I have visited, friends don’t have sex with each other!
- That’s not exactly what you do with Danny?
- DON’T TALK ABOUT HIM!  YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT DANNY!... YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP!- I exploded

I didn’t know why it makes me feel so upset.  But for me, mentioning Danny in this conversation was like an insult for me and for him.  
For a few seconds I had the urge to just leave the room after this provocation but I couldn’t do that either.

- Oh yes! you are in a relationship! That makes it completely different- He said ironically
I looked at him with anger.
- Eric, I’m not you’re enemy.  You got that?
- It is still not normal Måns- I said.  It’s just sick.
At least I stopped yelling.  I looked resigned.  I wanted to cry.

There was a sad expression in Måns’ face.  He looked quite disappointed.
- I can’t believe it.  You, among all the people I know... How can you judge someone because of his feelings.  Do you know how much people will call you immoral or “not normal” if they knew about your relationship with Danny?
I remained in silence for a while
- But it hurts me.  I’m destroyed- I said looking at the floor.  I didn’t want that he noticed that I was about to cry.

- Well I’m sorry, Eric.  I didn’t want to hurt you.
I know he was being honest.  At least on this last statement.
- Molly loves you so much.  More than she’ll never love me.  Do you know that?
- Yes- I said.
No matter how angry I could feel I knew my girlfriend really loves me.  She has loved me in a way that no other woman, excepting my mother has done.

Was I being stupid for feeling like this
- Then what should matter?
- I... will try to deal with this.  I think I’ll never completely assimilate... that I’m not the only one.
I felt confused about my feelings.  I would be a hyprocrite for judging Molly or Måns when I knew exactly how it feels to be in that situation.   
- Then... are we friends?-Måns offered me his hand.
I took it.
- I will try not think to much about this and don’t hold it against me.
- For me that’s great.

I kept on looking at him for a few seconds.  There was still a question I haven’t asked on this night.  I felt uncomfortable with that feeling but finally I did it.
- I thought you were interested in me.
I blushed.  It definitely sounded worst than I was thinking.  It was too gay.
- Oh.  Yes, I still think you are very attractive and I like you but I’m more into girls, you know.
He winked at me.
- Don’t worry.  That’s ok.

Now we were acting like two stupid little boys.  I never thought I would end up forgiving M for not feeling more attracted to me.
- But I’ve never said that  I don’t have a crush on you- He added.
Then Måns try to get closer to me.  He put a hand on my crotch and he was just a few inches from my mouth.

- No- I said.
- Why?- He asked
- Because I have a commitment.
M looked a little bit upset but it took him just two seconds to smile again even if that looked fake.

- So, I’ll see you again Eric.
- Sure
- Drive carefully
- I do.

When I came home, Molly was waiting for me in front of the door.  She just put her arms in my neck, happy to see me again.  I noticed that she was about to cry.

She kissed my neck and kept looking at me expecting what I was about to do or say.
I couldn’t do anything, I just melt down by seeing all her sweetness and the fact that she was a little bit insecure just makes her more beauty.
- Eric, I’m sorry.
- You don’t have to be sorry.  I love you- I said.  Then I kissed her forehead.
- Then... you still love me?
- I always will.

She kissed me with real energy.  Not believing my words.  I corresponded to her.  Our lips were sealed one to each other for the next minute.
- So, you don’t feel angry with me?
I touched her head with my fingertips.  Touching her cheeks to her chin was just amazing.
- I can’t do this, sweetie.  It’s just impossible to me.  Actually I never thought to blame you, that was the reason why I went directly to M’s house and not to talk to you.

Then I stopped for a second.  When I mentioned Måns, it made me remember that everything was not that easy.
-I’m not gonna say that it made me happy.  But I understand how you feel.  I can deal with this.  I have, I just...

I couldn’t find the words to express what I mean.  My girlfriend looked at me a little bit worried.  She knew I had to make an extra effort to have this conversation with her.  However I keep looking at her, directly to her beautiful eyes and then I say.
- You have taught me so many things since we have met, my princess.  A human’s heart is so complex that... well you know how to make it sound better.
Then I smiled. I’ve made my girl feel better.

- I’m sorry for ruining the night- I apologized.
- It’s not your fault.  We can do it tomorrow.  Perhaps, the night is not over.  I’m sure we can enjoy the rest of the night after all this drama.
- Sure hahaha.

Could life be better with me?  I don’t know how actually.