Chapter 6- Manboy

"I CHOOSE…"




Danny Saucedo, Eric Saade and Molly Sandén fanfiction, written by Kikisan.




Please, do not repost it in any place without asking permission and crediting me & this forum, thank you! This fanfic is inspired off course by Eric, his amazing girlfriend, his talented friend Danny and my friend Nika who has previously posted a fanfic just for fun. All events described here are not necessary true (but we can pretend they are just for a moment!).




Chapter 6- Manboy




I woke up with a kiss. It was Molly.
-    Finally, I have cancelled everything in your Agenda. Now you can be at home or do whatever you want- she told me feeling satisfied with her assistant skills.
-    Molly, you are so good. I think I don’t deserve you- I said to her still feeling sleepy.
I took her hand with eyes closed like making her an invitation to stay with me in bed. She understood what I mean.


-    I have to go
-    Dammit- I said like a child that can’t get what he wants.
Molly smiled and kissed me again but before she left the room I stood up.
-    Oh Molly! Thanks for your love and understanding. You are the best and if there’s a way to pay you back for your comprehension…
Molly looked at me, asking herself if she should do whatever she was thinking. She went to bed again and I didn’t know why but I felt nervous
-    What about starting being loyal to me?
-    Like, how?- I asked feeling unsure
-    How often do you have sex with Danny?
-    What?
-    How often do you have sex with Danny?- Molly repeated slowly.
I was shocked. It was unbelievable.


-    Why do you want to know? - I asked carefully.
-    Because I felt curious. - She explained. I could feel her anxiety.
-    3 times a week, at least, I think.
-    Ok, Eric and what did you first do when you are together. I mean, before having sex.
-    Honey, is it really necessary…?
-    Yes, I want to know
I wanted to say “No, it’s private” but I didn’t want to fight and I didn’t find the strength to say it so I asked instead.


-    Is it sex that important to you?
-    Yes
-    Why?
-    Because I’m a fucking pervert girl who gets excited imaging his man being fucked by her cousin!!!. –She responded in a sarcastic tone that didn’t admit any more disagreements coming from me.


I was stunned, completely in shock.
-    Princess, I’m probably the worst person to say this considering that I’ve cheated on you with a guy, but that’s sick!
-    Do it- she ordered.
-    You really wanna know?
-    Yes.
-    We talk… and then we kiss.
-    And what else do you do? Do you love to kiss his neck?
-    Yes. And to lick it too.
-    And Danny, what does he love to do to you before making love?
-    He loves my nipples. To touch them and lick them.
-    Hmm aww… and do you tell him that you love him?
-    Yes, everytime I can.
-    Aww- she moaned.
-    Do you think about me when he fucks you?
-    Of course not, I’d feel guilty if I’d do this.


I was starting to feel sorry for asking her to stay and hoping this was the last question but I was wrong as usual.
-    Does he take you from behind?
-    Yes- I admitted and I blushed. I felt like a tomato.
-    Does it hurt?
-    No! It feels good and sweet.
-    Do you love that he takes you from behind?
-    Yes, I love it
-    But Danny is really strong. Does he shake your body really hard?
-    Yes… but he is very romantic while doing me- I finished my sentence feeling a little bit ashamed.
-    Aww, ohh yes. Ahhhh!


Wait a minute. Was Molly masturbating while hearing me?
Yes she did and now she was openly touching herself.
-    And do you take him from behind?
-    Hmm no.- I answered thinking how much I’d love to do it.
Molly suddenly stopped. She looked at me directly before telling me
-    Well, you should try it!
-    What?
-    I mean, there’s no reason why…
-    Alright, next question!
I sighed resigned as the questions continued. When my girlfriend told me that she felt curious, I never imagined that she was expecting that I open all my life for her. All my dark pleasures, my private life for this moment was enlighten and my Molly wanted more.


-    Did you touch yourself while Danny fucks you?
-    Yes, I said feeling uncomfortable.
-    And did you masturbate him?
-    Yes!
-    Did you masturbate to each other?
-    We have done it.


-    Do you like Danny’s cock?
-    I love it.
-    How long is his cock?
I used my fingers to illustrate the size of his dick.
-    It’s almost like yours. As I was thinking- she added imagine the dimension just by my sign.
-    And do you love sucking his dick?
-    Yes. And he also loves to suck my dick- I replied anticipating another question.
-    Does he come in your face?
-    Yes. Not only in my face. I love that he comes in me.
-    Do you like Danny’s cum
-    Yes!
Molly moaned with eyes closed.
-    What does it taste like?
-    It tastes sweet..
-    And Danny…?
-    He loves that I come in his mouth.
-    And he swallows it?
-    Yes.


Then my girlfriend took a long pause. She looked at me with meaningful eyes.
-    Do you think Danny would agree if we make a threesome?
-    I’m sure he won’t agree
-    Have you asked this before?
-    No, but I’m sure he won’t. At least not me. That would be really weird and I won’t feel comfortable.
-    That’s fine- she said, but I think she looked quite disappointed.
-    And if I just… look at you while you made it… what do you think?
-    Molly please, I’m just assimilating this. My two worlds have collided and I just don’t know where I am.
-    And if you just film it and then show me…
I asked her with no words to stop sharing these crazy ideas with me. I have no brain to think about such a possibility. It didn’t make me feel fine at all.
-    Ok, I won’t insist. We go back, what else do you do together?
-    We do everything that people who have sex do. - I started feeling tired with this. - But please, don’t ask me more questions. You’re torturing me- I begged.


My girlfriend looked at me as if she was finally recognizing after making me this interrogatory that I was a human and this was too much.
-    I think you are right. I… exceeded on my questions- she added with shame.
-    You want to be with me but you also… you also
-    I’m more than you believe- she complete my sentence
-    And you will help me to reconcile myself with these two worlds?- I asked but I couldn’t believe in such possibility.
-    I hope so. Goodbye Eric, see you later.
-    Goodbye.


I thought I would be ok when I’d be finally alone but it went worst. Now it was just me and my conscience. I felt safe because all the things I didn’t want to show were hidden. I separated them from the rest of my world and they were here just when I called them, but I always return to my everyday life; my safety, comfortable zone. And I was a happy man.


Now I couldn’t do this. They say the truth will make you feel free. I didn’t think so, I was feeling terrible. I feared for my future with Danny and with Molly. I felt worried and I couldn’t control my anxiety. I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t know whether I want to cry or just start fighting with the first person that I found.


I took my clothes off, I covered my naked body with a towel and I started having a shower. The sound of the water falling down made me relaxed. It was just running through my body, taking all the negativity away and making me feel pure.
-    Who am I?


I asked myself and I swear I wasn’t sure about the right answer.
-    What do I really want?


I haven’t asked myself this question since I was like 15 and I usually felt depressed when I remembered that I was in the middle of nowhere.
-    Why life must be so hard? - I asked myself but I realized that I was being childish.


I had everything people think they need to be happy but I was not enjoying simply because I don’t even know who I am. I was feeling worst than a teenager who can’t understand himself.


I had this question that probably have no answer for me: what to choose? I choose…
There’s no way to answer it. It’s not logical. I’m a manboy you know.
I enjoyed having sex with Molly- the man says. Nothing could be more truth than that. She always wants to do it with me, like a nymph.
I have even told her that I don’t believe she was made of “bones and flesh”. She was made of “bones and sex”. She is really wild, she is so hot and we make sensational sex from the very first time we made it. Actually I have to say that now we are more professionals.
I got a huge erection just by thinking about me and my girl having sex.


What about her body? Wow. She is a goddess. From the beauty of her eyes, the way she looks at me to her lips, her smile and her hair. I love to touch it. I love her skin, I love her tits. I love that she can be sweet as an angel and strong as a warrior. I love her talent. I love that she makes me feel proud about her everytime. And… I love that she takes care of me 24/7, that she cuddle me as a baby and cares for me as if I was made of gold. I simply need her. I can’t imagine my life without her. The man in me was in love with Molly.


However the boy… he was more into Danny. My naughty boy! hahaha. I felt excited everytime I was planning another night escapade with Danny, probably because I wasn’t suppose to do this, because it was a secret. And my man was always available for me.
Sure we have fun in a way I couldn’t with Molly simply because she was a girl. We can enjoy watching a porn film playing with ourselves as if we were 10 years old kids and then go crazy having sex. I love the way Danny turn me upside down, I love his sense of humor and I love his amazing body. If the man in me feels more stable when he is with Molly, the boy in me definitely has more fun enjoying himself with Danny.


Why to choose Danny? Because, he makes me smile at any time and because I feel protected in his arms. He was a combination between the best lover and the best friend. I can’t imagine how he can be better.


Reasons to choose Molly? Because she cares for me. She makes me feel secure about who I am and we are living a fairy tale where she is my princess and I am the brave gentleman who is always ready to protect her.


Without Molly, my life would be a disaster. But without Danny, my life would be so sad and boring that it won’t worth to live it.


No one was asking me to chose; but the reason why I felt that I was in the middle of two different feelings really got me down. I was sure that for Danny, this choice would be easier. He’d pick me over Janna, his girlfriend. Yes, he loved her but not as much as he loved me. He has never denied that he prefer to be with me rather than with his girlfriend and he has even confessed me when we had to stop and don’t see each other for a long time, how much he’d prefer to be with me.


-    My girl is my light, but Eric, you are the sun!


He was just lovely. I felt sorry for Janna, especially because I couldn’t say the same. I was a manboy, the man’s heart will always be with Molly and the boy’s heart with Danny.


I sighed when I came back to my room and I dressed me up.
I looked to my mobile and I found five messages from Danny.
1: Hi Eric, how r’ you doing? Can you call me back?
2: 5 minutes later. Hey? Haven’t you read my last message? I need to talk to you.
3. 10 minutes later. Look Eric. I don’t want to bother you but… I’m feeling sick. I need to be with U. Love U.
4. 30 minutes later. EEEEEriiiiiiic!!! Where are you now manboy? I hate fucking waiting.
5. 40 minutes later. (…) Still waiting U.U


“I’m sorry Danny. I had to talk to you too. I’m having problems with Molly right now. I miss you too”- I wrote. I was feeling guilty.
But then I just felt the need to talk directly with Danny. I was sure I’d feel better just by hearing his voice.
-    Hi Danny.
-    Oh hi, Eric- Danny sounded a little bit upset and I also noticed that his voiced looked weak.
-    Man, I wanted to talk to you- I cried.
-    Don’t worry. You are talking to me right now- he said and laughed.
-    But you are sick.
-    Nothing to worry about, manboy. It was probably something I ate yesterday but I’m ok. I’ve had the worst night ever, Eric. Man, I feel like a dog.
-    You are not the only one who is not feeling well Danny. I had a terrible night and it became worst as it passed.
-    Is it Molly? Oh dear, what has happened?
I gulped.
-    I talk to you later. I promise. And please go to the doctor. I need you to be healthy at my side.
Danny laughed.
-    And I need your happiness.
-    I love you.
-    I love you too.


I didn’t want to hang up. Danny was feeling sick too. It looks that our magic night didn’t end up the way we planned it.
I tried not to think about anything. Because, there was nothing I could do all by myself and thinking about it just make it look more difficult. I was waiting for Danny, sure he could give me some hope, I thought.


So now, Danny is sick. I need to take care of my boy. I left my apartment and drive in my car. I wasn’t sure about where to go. The view of the city however makes me feel better and the pressure was left behind. I wanted to make a gift to Danny, just to make him smile again. The idea of Danny feeling sick gives me pain too.


But, what could it be: flowers, a teddy bear? Of course not, I was thinking about Molly actually. If I send Danny a bucket of flowers he’ll find it really funny and will laugh until I blush.
Probably chocolates that would be good actually and if they are combined with some warm kisses this will be a really good medicine hahaha.


Finally I decided to buy him some music CDs that will be a good inspiration for him (Britney Spears, Michael Jackson, Lady Gaga and Justin Timberlake) and the George Michael Greatest Hits Ultimate Fan Box Deluxe Edition.
When I arrived at Danny’s house, he immediately noticed my gifts and his reaction was more than I was expecting. He just couldn’t believe it, he hug me really hard and open the music collection with delight.
-    Oh no and you have bought me some chocolates. I should get sick more often.
Just to see my boy Danny smiling, makes me feel better and I forgot for a while, why I was feeling so bad and sad.
-    Do you want one of these candies? - He spoke while eating. – They’re actually delicious, thanks Eric.
Then he just laughed. I ate the chocolate that was melting on his fingers. He moaned with pleasure while I was enjoying a heavenly experience.


Danny took my hands and put me against the wall and then he kissed me, really slow and with passion. I felt I was about to melt just as a piece of chocolate on my lover’s hands. I couldn’t resist to Danny’s touch but sooner or later my fears would come again and he has to know.
-    Eric, I love you- he whispered in my ear.
I felt I was about to cry. It was probably for receiving such an incredible display of affection after feeling worried and with no hope. This shot of happiness turn once again my feelings upside down and I felt like a mess.
-    I love you too Danny.
-    Eric? You don’t look well- he replied. – You look like if you were about to faint.
He was worried for me and stopped kissing me. It was probably true. I am not the best at hiding my emotions.


-    I’m worried. Look Danny; that was the reason why I needed to talk to you. Because I have big problems at home.
Danny tried to recover himself from this emotional shock. He hated this situation
-     Don’t worry Eric; everything is going to be alright boy. Molly loves you so much and she feels so proud for having you at her side. I’m sure you’ll find a way to fix it.
-    Danny you are not listening…
But Danny then closed my mouth with his thumb.
-    Baby, we can talk about it later. But please, not now. Don’t mess up this moment- he asked me so sweetly.
-    Danny, please. Everything has changed. Nothing will be the same again- I insisted.
My loved one was touched by me.
-    Eric no! You know that you break my heart everytime you look me like that.
But I could not wait.
-    Ok, I give up, let’s talk!